Ginny's Journal Entry 1

*Ginny sat up against a tree in the meadow behind the burrow, taking her journal out and beginning to write in it.*


I'm sitting behind my house against our old weeping willow, completely confused. I left home this morning and went straight to my bestfriends house. And when I got to Cedric's his parents were gone, thank god.


His parents hate me. They think I'm a bad influence on their son because he goes out at all hours of the night to see me. That makes me smile.


But back to what I'm confused about. While I was laying in bed talking to Cedric he kissed me and it felt right until my mind kicked in and told me it wasn't because he's my bestfriend. I'm with Harry though. I shouldn't feel that way about Cedric or anyone for that matter. Hell, I shouldn't feel that way about Cedric, period.


Man, I really need to talk to Fred, George, and Ron. They always help me through these things.


See why I'm completely confused? I think I might be developing feelings for Cedric who is with Cho Chang and I'm with Harry. How do I figure out what I'm feeling for my bestfriend?