Confused More Than Ever

[Ginny] *sitting on her couch, still. She twirls her iphone in her hand trying to decide what to do. Eventually she lays her phone down and paces the room, thinking, until she hears her phone ring knowing it was Cedric by the ring. Nervous she walks over and picks the phone up, answering it* Cedric?

[Cedric] *sighs a sigh of relief* Hey, Ginny.

[Ginny] *sits back down, her knees going weak at the sound of his voice*

[Cedric] *runs his hand through his hair* Uh….what are you doing?

[Ginny] *grins into the phone* Sitting in my new apartment. Wanna come over? *she said before thinking of what she was saying*

[Cedric] Of course, if you want me to. *he tries to hide the excitement in his voice*

[Ginny] I do, just overlook the fact that it hasn’t been lived in gawd only knows how long and I just moved in about 15 minutes ago. *she giggles*

[Cedric] *laughs* Couldn’t be worse than my room!

[Ginny] Very true. Alright then get your ass over here. *she hung up and heard the pop outside her door then shortly after the knock. She got up and practically ran to the door slinging it open and throwing her arms around Cedrics neck she kissed him full on the mouth* I missed you! *she exclaimed*

[Cedric] *grinning that shit eating grin of his* Apparently.

[Ginny] *blushes deeply* OH….I’m sorry. *she lets go and walks over to the couch*

[Cedric] *shuts the door softly and follows her pulling her into his lap like usual when he sits down* Why are you sorry?

[Ginny] Because I kissed you.

[Cedric] That’s no reason to be sorry. You don’t hear me complaining do you? *he smirks* Maybe I liked it. *he runs his hand up her arm into her hair bringing her face down to his and planting a soft but demanding kiss on her lips*

[Ginny] *when he pulls away she’s more confused about what she wants than ever* But….

[Cedric] But what?

[Ginny] But we’re just friends, Cedric. We can’t be doing this.

[Cedric] And why not? Why can’t we have a little friendly romp session?

[Ginny] Because sex changes everything. *she sighs wanting nothing more than to rip his clothes off and ravish him*

[Cedric] *sighs* If that’s what you want just say so.

[Ginny] *swallows the lump in her throat* I don’t know what I want right now. *she jumps up off his lap and starts pacing again* I’m so confused, Cedric.

[Cedric] What are you confused about, baby girl? *he wants to go to her but knows better, when shes in one of her moods like this you better leave her alone and get it all out first*

[Ginny] I’m not sure I’m in love with Harry anymore for one. *she stops abruptly and looks up at him*

[Cedric] When did that happen?

[Ginny] Yesterday after I left your place I realized I care more about you than I do him and something about that says, “hey you’re not in love with him anymore” ya know?

[Cedric] That’s usually a pretty good sign. *he nods*

[Ginny] Ron, Fred, and George think I’m mental.

[Cedric] Why would they think that, Ginny? *he looks at her confused*

[Ginny] Because of my feelings and things. I can’t tell you right now.

[Cedric] *looks at her then stands up and walks over to her pulling her to him and kissing the top of her head* Then what would you like to do? I can help you figure things out.

[Ginny] You just make it worse, but I don’t want you to leave. *she sighs leaning her head against his chest*

[Cedric] I’m here as long as you want me here.

[Ginny] What about Cho? *she looks up at him with tears in her eyes*

[Cedric] We decided to take a break from…..US. *he shook his head* So more or less we broke up. *shrugs*

[Ginny] Did you want to break up or something?

[Cedric] Yeah or something. *winks at her*

[Ginny] I thought you really liked Cho. See now I’m really confused. *she sighs and pulls away from him*

[Cedric] *pulls her back to him kissing her deeply* That’s why I didn’t care. *he lets go and walks into the kitchen conjuring some fire whiskey. He brings it back into the living room and sits down on the couch motioning for her to come sit by him*

[Ginny] *walks over silently and sits beside him putting her legs in his lap like she always does*

[Cedric] Ladies first! *hands her the bottle of fire whiskey*

[Ginny] *takes a drink and hands it back,*

*they continue doing this through the bigger part of the night*