Confusing Ginny

Ginny falls asleep in Cedric’s lap after she is completely wasted. Cedric picks her up and carries her into her bedroom, laying down with her and putting his arm around her thinking What the hell am I suppose to do? He wants to tell Ginny how he truly feels but is afraid of confusing her more or running her off for that matter. Cedric eventually falls asleep too.

When Ginny wakes to a arm around her she automatically snuggles into their chest, then she catches the familiar scent of Cedric. Her eyes fly open and see that they’re both fully dressed. She calms down some and just looks at his gorgeous face, wondering when it was she had developed these strange feelings for her best friend.

As she lays there watching him, his eyes open slowly. “Good morning, beautiful.” He grins.

“Good morning, Cedric.” She grins back.

“You know, you’re rather sexy first thing of the morning.”

“I think you’re still drunk.” She rolls her eyes at him and goes to get out of bed, but he won’t let her. He pulls her back to him and kisses her softly.

“I know I’m probably confusing you more but I can’t help but kiss you. I’m sorry.” He gets out of bed leaving her hurt and confused yet again.

“I…I..I’m not sure I don’t want you doing.” She bites her lip.

“And until you figure out who or what it is you want I shouldn’t be doing that.” He walks over and brushes his hand down her face. “I’ll be back later, I need to get going.” He kisses her forehead then walks out of her apartment feeling bad about what he had just done and hoping against all hope that it is him that she chooses.

Ginny sits on her bed after watching Cedric just bolt out the door, or so it seemed to her. She pulls her knees up to her chest wondering how her life had gone all awry. Unable to get her mind off of Cedric she sits there for a while wondering what it is about him that draws her in. "Why can't I have a normal love life, instead of being with one guy and wanting another? She asks herself. Trying to figure out what to do she just sits on her bed, thinking.

She reaches into her nightstand and pulls out her journal and begins another entry….

Forgiveness

[Ron] *stands there after knocking on the door worried that she'll turn away from him again*

[Hermione] *takes a deep breath and opens the door looking right at Ron and feeling that instant happiness she always had when around him. that was exactly what she was afraid of.* Come in, Ronald. *steps aside for him to enter her apartment*

[Ron] *a look of sadness crosses his face when he sees how he has hurt Hermione, he steps inside and waits as she closes the door leaning her forehead against it. he turns around and places his hands on her shoulders* I'm sorry, Mione.

[Hermione] *turns around and collapses in his arms with him catching her, she sobs against his chest*

[Ron] Hey, sweetie. Everything's gonna be alright. *brushes his hand over her hair* I'm so sorry. *walks her over to the couch and sits down pulling her down into his lap*

[Hermione] Oh, Ron. How could you not want to marry me? We had talked about it before I got pregnant but then you all the sudden changed your mind.

[Ron] I didn't change my mind, I got scared. I wasn't ready for all of this yet. I just needed some time to think things through but when I got the message stating you had left and wouldn't be returning it broke my heart. That's when I realized I couldn't live without you. *tilts her head up and kisses her softly* Please forgive me.

[Hermione] *looks up into his eyes and smiles* I love you, Ron. I overreacted. There's nothing to forgive.

[Ron] *leans down and claims her mouth with his once more* You're the best, Mione.

[Hermione] *giggles at his nickname for her*

[Ron] What do you say we get out of here and go get something to eat? Maybe celebrate later?

[Hermione] *climbs off his lap and holds her hand out. he stands with her and they walk out of her apartment to find something to eat*

If You Were Mine~From Cedric to Ginny

Confused More Than Ever

[Ginny] *sitting on her couch, still. She twirls her iphone in her hand trying to decide what to do. Eventually she lays her phone down and paces the room, thinking, until she hears her phone ring knowing it was Cedric by the ring. Nervous she walks over and picks the phone up, answering it* Cedric?

[Cedric] *sighs a sigh of relief* Hey, Ginny.

[Ginny] *sits back down, her knees going weak at the sound of his voice*

[Cedric] *runs his hand through his hair* Uh….what are you doing?

[Ginny] *grins into the phone* Sitting in my new apartment. Wanna come over? *she said before thinking of what she was saying*

[Cedric] Of course, if you want me to. *he tries to hide the excitement in his voice*

[Ginny] I do, just overlook the fact that it hasn’t been lived in gawd only knows how long and I just moved in about 15 minutes ago. *she giggles*

[Cedric] *laughs* Couldn’t be worse than my room!

[Ginny] Very true. Alright then get your ass over here. *she hung up and heard the pop outside her door then shortly after the knock. She got up and practically ran to the door slinging it open and throwing her arms around Cedrics neck she kissed him full on the mouth* I missed you! *she exclaimed*

[Cedric] *grinning that shit eating grin of his* Apparently.

[Ginny] *blushes deeply* OH….I’m sorry. *she lets go and walks over to the couch*

[Cedric] *shuts the door softly and follows her pulling her into his lap like usual when he sits down* Why are you sorry?

[Ginny] Because I kissed you.

[Cedric] That’s no reason to be sorry. You don’t hear me complaining do you? *he smirks* Maybe I liked it. *he runs his hand up her arm into her hair bringing her face down to his and planting a soft but demanding kiss on her lips*

[Ginny] *when he pulls away she’s more confused about what she wants than ever* But….

[Cedric] But what?

[Ginny] But we’re just friends, Cedric. We can’t be doing this.

[Cedric] And why not? Why can’t we have a little friendly romp session?

[Ginny] Because sex changes everything. *she sighs wanting nothing more than to rip his clothes off and ravish him*

[Cedric] *sighs* If that’s what you want just say so.

[Ginny] *swallows the lump in her throat* I don’t know what I want right now. *she jumps up off his lap and starts pacing again* I’m so confused, Cedric.

[Cedric] What are you confused about, baby girl? *he wants to go to her but knows better, when shes in one of her moods like this you better leave her alone and get it all out first*

[Ginny] I’m not sure I’m in love with Harry anymore for one. *she stops abruptly and looks up at him*

[Cedric] When did that happen?

[Ginny] Yesterday after I left your place I realized I care more about you than I do him and something about that says, “hey you’re not in love with him anymore” ya know?

[Cedric] That’s usually a pretty good sign. *he nods*

[Ginny] Ron, Fred, and George think I’m mental.

[Cedric] Why would they think that, Ginny? *he looks at her confused*

[Ginny] Because of my feelings and things. I can’t tell you right now.

[Cedric] *looks at her then stands up and walks over to her pulling her to him and kissing the top of her head* Then what would you like to do? I can help you figure things out.

[Ginny] You just make it worse, but I don’t want you to leave. *she sighs leaning her head against his chest*

[Cedric] I’m here as long as you want me here.

[Ginny] What about Cho? *she looks up at him with tears in her eyes*

[Cedric] We decided to take a break from…..US. *he shook his head* So more or less we broke up. *shrugs*

[Ginny] Did you want to break up or something?

[Cedric] Yeah or something. *winks at her*

[Ginny] I thought you really liked Cho. See now I’m really confused. *she sighs and pulls away from him*

[Cedric] *pulls her back to him kissing her deeply* That’s why I didn’t care. *he lets go and walks into the kitchen conjuring some fire whiskey. He brings it back into the living room and sits down on the couch motioning for her to come sit by him*

[Ginny] *walks over silently and sits beside him putting her legs in his lap like she always does*

[Cedric] Ladies first! *hands her the bottle of fire whiskey*

[Ginny] *takes a drink and hands it back,*

*they continue doing this through the bigger part of the night*

Hermione's Journal

What am I suppose to do? I know I told Ron to come over and we would talk but now I'm ready to pack my shit and run. It scares me to think he might say he's not ready for all of this. I don't know if I could handle that again.

*she sighs sitting back and looking at her little baby bump, smiling then starting to write again*

I guess I should at least try for our baby. Baby Weasley.

I hope everything goes well with us and we can continue our lives together, instead of having father child visits every weekend or whatever. That's just not how I pictured my life, that's not what I want. What I want is Ron! He's the love of my life and I want to get married and have all the little Weasley's running around that he wants.

I thought things would get better after I left when he refused to get married at this point but that was 3 months ago. I am now 4 months pregnant, I have ignored every attempt at contacting me that Ron has made and for what? Heartache? Pain? Loneliness? I just want....

*she stops abruptly when she hears the pop of someone apparating. she stands up and hears the knock as she makes her way to the front door*

Doing the Right Thing

[Ginny] *Ginny sits on her couch staring at the wall, stunned. She takes out her cell and dials Hermione’s number*

[Hermione] Hello? *she waits* Hello?

[Ginny] How dare you leave my brother! And why didn’t you tell me you’re pregnant? *she asked exasperated*

[Hermione] *almost drops her phone* I’m….I’m sorry, Ginny. I knew you would react this way. But Ron doesn’t want to marry me and I don’t want to be with him if he can’t marry me.

[Ginny] He wants to talk to you.

[Hermione] You didn’t tell him you know where I’m at did you? *she asks worried*

[Ginny] No, Hermione. I didn’t tell him. I just told him I would help him find you, but would leave it up to you whether you spoke to him or not. *sighs* He’s miserable without you. He regrets it, Hermione. I can tell. Just give him a chance to prove it to you, please. For me. For your baby. For yourself. For Ron to have a chance to be in their life. *she pleaded with her, not knowing what else to do*

[Hermione] I don’t know, Ginny. *she bites her lip gripping the phone tightly*

[Ginny] You need to talk to him, Hermione. He is the father of your child. And one of your best friends.

[Hermione] *sighs* I know you’re right, Ginny. It’s just hard to after our last conversation. He hurt me so bad. *a tear leaks from her eye rolling down her cheek*

[Ginny] I can only imagine. *shakes her head* No, I can’t even imagine it. Just think about it,

ok?

[Hermione] *huffs* Alright, Ginny. Thank for calling and telling me. I appreciate it.

[Ginny] No problem. I’ll let you go, I have a couple things to do. *she sighs thinking about Cedric and Harry*

[Hermione] Alright, I’ll talk to you later. *she hangs up her phone, sitting on her bed rubbing her baby bump and thinking. She opens her phone again then shuts it then opens it once more before calling Ron and waiting on him to answer*

[Ron] *picks up his cell and answers it without looking at the number* This better be good, I was in the middle of something.

[Hermione] *sighs* Hi, Ron.

[Ron] Hermione? Oh, gawd…..I’m so sorry for what I did to you. Please forgive me. Give me another chance.

[Hermione] How can I be sure I can trust you?

[Ron] I’ll make an unbreakable vow with you.

[Hermione] *gets really quiet*

[Ron] Are you still there?

[Hermione] Yes. You just caught me off guard with that.

[Ron] It’s true though.

[Hermione] Can you come see me? I think we have a lot to talk about. * she bites her lip waiting to see if he puts her and their child before anything else*

[Ron] *stands up off his bed* When?

[Hermione] Now? *she says grateful*

[Ron] Of course. Where are you? *he asks confused*

[Hermione] *unsure if she really wants him there or not tells him she is at her old apartment in London* If you’re wanting to try and talk you better hurry.

[Ron] *sighs, able to tell she was on the verge of changing her mind, he shuts his phone and disapparates to her apartment*

Secrets come out!

*Ginny wakes up before Harry and eases out of bed and gets dressed quickly. She grabs her purse and bag and walks outside then disapparates to the twins and Ron’s apartment. She sits on the couch waiting on them to get back from wherever they’re gallivanting around today*

[Fred] *opens the door to the apartment* I don’t know where she could be.

[George] I don’t knw, but we have to find her. *looks at their sister sitting on the couch*

[Ron] Bloody hell, Ginny. We’ve been looking for you all night. *he runs to her and pulls her up off the couch into a bear hug*

[Ginny] *pats his back* I can’t breathe. *he lets her down* Why were you three looking for me? *she looks at them confused*

[Fred] I told you we should’ve come back here. *shakes his head*

[George] Because we realized what we had left you in at mum and dad’s so we decided to go

check on you but you had already packed up and left. So we went to Cedric’s and Harry’s and you weren’t at either place. *sighs* We also checked behind the burrow at our meadow. Where were you?

[Ginny] That was you that apparated to mum and dad’s yesterday? *laughs* I left the meadow right after I heard the pop and then heard voices. I couldn’t tell who it was.

[Ron] Great! So we were out looking for you and you were out

and about everywhere. *throws his hands in the air*

[Fred] Calm down, little bro.

[George] Where were you after that?

[Ginny] I went for a walk then went to Harry’s. I knew I had to talk to him, he’s been trying to get me to move in with him for months now. I’m just not ready for that step. *sighs* I ended up staying the night with him.

[Ron] *face turns red* You don’t need to be staying the night with guys, Ginny. You’ll end up in some serious trouble that way.

[Ginny] Don’t worry, Ronniekins. I’m on the potion, your little sis won’t be getting pregnant

anytime soon. *winks at him*

[Fred, George&Ron] *all make gagging sounds*

[Ron] Please, don’t tell me anything like that again!

[Ginny] Then stay outta my personal life, Ron. *she crosses her arms* So how’s Hermione? She havin’ your baby yet? *she teases him*

[Fred&George] *bust out laughing* Way to go, Ginny!

[Ron] Shut the fuck up you two! *turns back to Ginny* We’re sorta taking a break….*he breaks off quietly*

[Ginny] What did you do? *she accuses*

[Fred] Tell her Ron, see if she agrees with us.

[George] Yeah, ickle Ronniekins.

[Ginny] What are they talking about, Ronald? *she was clearly getting irritated* Just fucking tell me what happened. And I swear if you hurt her I will hex you. *she threaten, her cheeks turning red*

[Ron] *sighs* Well, I did…sorta. *puts his hands up* Wait, let me explain.

[Ginny] *holds her wand up pointing it at him* You have 5 minutes and then I’m hexing you.

[Fred&George] *fall in the floor laughing, knowing their sister will do it*

[Ron] Alright, alright. *takes a deep breath* She wanted to get married because I got her pregnant. I’m not ready for that, so she suggested we take a break from each other. Now, she’s disappeared and with my baby she’s carrying.

[Ginny] *slaps him, thinking it will have more of an effect on him then hexing him* You dumb fuck!

[Fred] *rolls on the floor laughing*

[George] Well, she agrees with us. *he says through his fits of laughter*

[Ginny] *giggles and shakes her head at her two idiot twin brothers* You two are ridiculous. *turns her head back to Ron* And for you, ARE YOU MENTAL?

[Ron] *nods* Yes. Completely mental. *tears fill his eyes and he tries to push them back* I’ve

been trying to find her and have had no luck so far. * takes Ginny’s hands in both of his* Please,

Ginny. You have to help me. She won’t answer my owls, she won’t answer my calls, I can’t find her. Help me, please! *he begs her with pleading eyes*

[Ginny] Fine! But if I can’t talk her into talking to you then I’m not going to tell you where she’s at when I find her. It’s

only fair. Got it?

[Ron] *takes a deep breath and nods* I guess that’s fair.

[Fred] *stands up after composing himself* Damn straight it’s fair.

[George] We’ve tried to help him but we’re just no good at it. Plus, you and Hermione were always friends, she’s more likely to talk to you.

[Ginny] *shakes her head, ~thinking~ What the hell have I gotten myself into?*

[Ron] Are you sure you want to help me? *he asks with hope in his voice*

[Ginny] Yes, Ron. You’re my brother and you would do the same for me if I was in your shoes. *squeezes his hands and pulls him into a tight hug. She steps back and sits on the couch* Care if I crash here for a few days until I find me a place?

[Fred&George] *look at each other* We don’t!

[Ron] You know we don’t care, Ginny. *notices the saddness in her eyes* Ok, enough with my problems. What’s bothering you? *he sits beside her on the couch and she leans her head on his shoulder*

[Ginny] I’m completely confused.

[George] About what? *looks at her confused by her statement*

[Ginny] *takes a deep breath* I don’t think I love Harry like I use to. And I’m beginning to think I may be developing feelings for someone I shouldn’t be.

[Fred] It’s not Draco is it? *he asks worried*

[Ginny] *snaps her head up* Bloody hell no! Are you fucking mental or something? That scum bag? *pretends to gag* That’s sick!

[Fred] *puts his hands up in defense* My bad. Just making sure. *tilts his head sideways, looking at her* Then who is it?

[Ginny] *blushes* My best friend.

*All three guys gasp*

[George] Are you serious, Ginny? You think you’re developing feelings for Ced? *a look of shock crosses his face as he looks at the other two guys mouthing to the ‘we need to talk’*

[Ginny] *nods* Yes, I think I am. But I’m not sure if it’s from where I just left mum and dads and I was depressed about leaving mum crying or the fact that I don’t feel for Harry what I did or what. It’s all so confusing. *she notices the word exchange from George* What do you guys need to talk about?

[Fred] *frozen in place says nothing*

[Ron] Um….*looks at George for answers on what to do*

[Ginny] Somebody better fucking tell me right now! *she demands*

[George] Alright! *sighs* We threatened Cedric along time ago that if he ever touched you in a sexual way we would AK him. NO regrets! Well, you’re grown now and thinking you might have feelings for him. We need to talk about what to do.

[Ginny] *her face turns red* You WHAT? You don’t need to talk about anything. You need to tell Cedric that you will do no such thing. *her eyes go wide when she realizes what she said. ~thinking~ What is going on with me? Why do I feel this way?. She sits back down on the couch her face in her hands and starts crying*

[Ron] *puts his arm around Ginny’s shoulders* We’ll help you figure it out.

[Ginny] *shakes her head* It doesn’t matter, he’s still with Cho. *cries even harder, almost into a sob*

[Fred] *looks completely lost* What do we do? *to George*

[George] What? Am I the leader of the pack or something? *shakes his head looking at the others* She’s right, we need to just tell him we take it back and be done with it, then if he hurts her we’ll curse him or kill him. *smirks*

[Ginny] You will not. *she stands up and puts her hands on her hips*

[Ron] And why not?

[Ginny] Because then I should curse your ass to oblivion for leaving your pregnant girlfriend.

[Fred] She’s right, you know. *he nods toward her*

[Ron] Thanks for all the help. *rolls his eyes and walks through the apartment to his room*

[Fred] Don’t mind him, he’s been in a pissy mood lately.

[George] You can have the last spare room if you want it. Or there is another apartment we were going to rent above this one.

[Ginny] Really? I’ll pay you rent….

[Fred] You will not. *magics the key into her hand* There you go!

[Ginny] Thanks guys. This means a lot. *sighs* I need to go up so I can make a phone call. Talk to you guys later. *walks out their door and down the hall to the stairs and up to her new apartment*